The End of One-sided Love

assalamualaikum.. its been a long time since i posted in this blog. today, i had to write what going on in my mind.  i had a sad story to begin with.


Yesterday, i had heard one unexpected news from my bestfriend. very sad news to me. my 1st love had got married. when i come to think of it, it had been almost 9 years i had this feeling for him. i never thought this day would come this soon. he was one of my trustful frienemy... the one i had really cared before.

To Mr. B :

I had seen ur wedding photo.. i hope u'll be happy with ur wife until jannah. may ALLAH bless u n ur fmly. smile more..btw, thnks for not informing me of ur marriage eventhough i really want to know from urself.  i will remember u 4 my entire life. thnks for all the memories. pls do pray for me to meet my soulmate. by that time, we can met as a friend and not as a sad memory.

Ya ALLAH, i believe we r not meant to be together. pls give me guidance in my life and bring me closer to You, ya ALLAH. :) this might be the best.


my entry today may sound desperate and childish but this is one of the way for me to deal with my broken heart. everything seems too real to be truth. how fast time already flies. i hope i will hear some good news later.

take care.

New year,,new experience

Assalamualaikum,,

       What do we have here..hehe..LOL.. Today i had the chance to write in this blog..before this,,i am so lazy.. Alhamdulillah,, i am still alive and can breath in this world.. Thank you ALLAH..

       For today's entry, i will tell all of u about my 1st experience being posted in HOspital bt 7.. On our fes day,, its kind of scary as i began to imagine lot of bad things going to happen..(these thought were affected by watching too much drama and movies) hehe fortunately,,the posting went well.. I got to learn new things.. How to communicate better with pt..and how not to get annoyed easily..hihi.. Sometimes,, we really need a lot of patience to deal with people.. Different people have different personalities.. We cant blame them but we have to tolerate them..patience is the best..

       On my fes day,,we were orientated about the ward and how to interview patient.. I got to know a lot of things especially about our lives. We r lucky to have live a good life.. N we r lucky that we have family and friends that always support us..alhamdulillah i got my family and friends who can understand me very well.. I love all of u..

       I really had a lot fun in psychiatric posting except of doing the report n xm..i hope i pass the xm..aminnn... :)

That's all.. I hope i can be a good future doctor to my patient..aminn..please do pray for me guys..^_^

journey in SIBU nearly comes to end

HELLO PEEPS.....today is a fine day for me to write on my blog...:p

today topic is my journey in SIBU which have reached almost 1 year. My friends and I first come to SIbu for our 3rd year in June 2012.

in 3rd year, i start to know how it feels to clerk patient and take history from them...do physical examination not only by reading from the book but by having to meet and see the patient themselves..

Alhamdulillah, i managed to go through out 3 of the postings already although i had some difficulties during my examinations. Thank you ALLAH for making my du'a came true and thanks to my family and friends for their supports and prayers. I really appreciate them.

now, i'm in my last posting which is medicine posting. It is a bit tough as many types of cases need to be study. but, i'll do my best.. InsyaALLAH..

Never give up in everything u do..that's what i always said to myself..

first post in 2012

hello..
it has been almost one year since i post a new entry.. i had been very busy lately..

now,,i'm in sibu now for our practical n studying session.

honestly,i really miss my old days where i get to go shopping n karaoke n muvi watching..

but,,fortunately i could go back home every weekends.. that's one thing that i like it here..

we r getting old day by day..but in our memories, we stayed young..
we tend to forget as we get older...and that's the fact we have to face.. ('.')

to all sainsku 2008: 

i hope we can meet again in the future in whole batch.. i wish that all of us can gain success and happiness in our life. may the force be with all of us..

ok,,,that's all my babbling for today.. just wanna make a first post in 2012 eventhough it is nearly new year 2013,..hehehehe

annyeong..

what i want to do

hey u....^^

the topic for today is what i want to do,,,


>>for now,,it is what i want to do when i feel mad to someone...

when i feel mad,,,
i always imagine that i can confront that person n slap her or him in the face...phew...high imagination huh...

next,,i also would like to kick them in the face n do something that can make their mouth shut...

then,,i can talk back at them without tears coming out...

n there's more things i would like to do...
but of course,in reality it wouldn't really happen..maybe someday it might come  true...

p/s: i'm really mad to someone right now,,that's why i'm thinking of something bad.....heE~~~~

stupid me,,jealous with a person who gives me no advantage.....but of course,,what till this evening,,i'll get my revenge..hahahahhahahahahaha.....mode: evil on....